元宵节

元宵节

在宿舍听见烟花绽放的声响

城市的另一边

想必很热闹。

人和人的相处

看似坚固的联系

其实可以很脆弱

高耸的心墙

始终难以攀越。

烦人的考试又到了

不想再给自己理由

不要再有借口

是时候

好好读书了。

加油~

大地

大树相继倒下

河流日益污浊

死灰的枯林

干凅的河流

飞禽走兽

苟延残存

了无生气。

嘈杂的建筑工程

取代 曾经

湛蓝的天空

青葱的密林

连绵的山峦

清澈的溪流。

钢骨森林崛起

空气 却让人窒息

大地在哭泣

悲恸地呐喊

却 无人问津……

Sunday mood spoiler and free mastur***e show by an INSANE guy.

Sunday, last day of CNY break before weeks of tedious lectures.

Went to mall with my friend since both of us returned to hostel EARLY before everyone else. Just an ordinary day for movies so this was our initial plan.

Petaling Street for Pan Mee (breakfast)

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Times Square for movie- The Valentine's Day

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EspresSOUP (lunch)

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Another movie- Percy Jackson and the Lightning Thief

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The Ship (dinner)

Everything was so well planned and blissful

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until

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A pervert, abnormal, scopophobia likey INDIAN GUY came and sat beside me when we waited for the bus outside my college.

While I was happy sms-ing, my friend who was sitting beside me showed me a weird smile and squinted to the direction of the Indian guy. So I just turned my head, a quick glance.

.

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SALUTE HIM

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Hell, he was so enjoy there, doing and playing with one of his precious body parts. SUCH A SCENE, FREE SHOW. Pathetic one. Yes, mastur***e.

Not frightened but had an alarming dangerous sense, afraid he could not control himself by a mere DIY. There were only 3 girls in this bus stop included one malay girl beside the Indian guy. We dare not to yell (afraid will provoke him) or leave (put the malay girl in danger) since he was just doing his business there QUIETLY.

I guess he purposely chose this bus stop because behind there is MEDICINE and HEALTH SCIENCES Faculty. The students study about anatomy and physiology kind of things so we do understand his biological sexual need BUT psychologically and sociologically, he is INSANE.

Another 2 malay girls came. He finished his business and smoke.

Rapid reached after 20 min, he seemed uninterested. We quickly got on to Rapid since the malay girls wanted to go KTM Serdang. Afraid to meet the guy again, we changed our route to Times Square directly.

so

1^st kns thing, no Pan Mee

;(

2^nd, no showing of Valentine’s Day so we watched 72 Tenants of Prosperity

but I am not really INTO this kind of comedy =(

3^rd, no dining at The Ship. It was getting late and I had to ‘ Tapao’ for my lovely housemates so we were lazy to walk to The Ship. We stood in front of the directory board *speechless* The restaurants in Times Square are really s*cks. We cincai had our dinner in Food and tea. Oily fried rice with half-cooked chicken. *Yucks* Not to mention the Korean food we ate in the afternoon, the Kimchi Ramen which cost RM15 is actually INSTANT NOODLES. Wt*

look nice huh? Instant noodles =.=

A real kns day. Haih~ So I showed this face >.< specially to this friend. Ya, it's you. YOU. Don't laugh.

>.<

This is the 2nd time which I met abnormal and pervert guy. The first time was in a restaurant during my course CNY reunion dinner, the guy followed my friend and I to the female toilet

*_____*

Well, anyway, we are safe. Glad. Phew.

我还是很讨厌那个想太多的我。

庆祝人生的第21个农历新年

一样停留于雪兰莪、霹雳与吉打（还有曾经的槟城）

见见一年仅见一次面的亲戚们

和甚少见面的朋友们

但心中已少了从前的悸动

那个因为要南下回婆婆家而兴奋得睡不着

很开心地要红包并猜想某某包多少钱

从前纯粹的快乐

已不在。

这就是所谓的成长？

在4小时的回家途中

从前的一切再度浮现

童年和小学中学生涯

很多脸孔在眼前摇晃

曾经短暂出现于我人生的同学与偶遇的陌路人

他们过得怎么样了？

也想起了父母年轻时的脸庞

兄妹小时侯的笑靥

我知道我们不应一直缅怀过去

而停滞不前

当我们愈加成长

肩上的重任愈加沉重

渴望得越多

认为得到的越少

同时也见识人性险恶

而时时带着警惕与猜忌他人的心。

但我相信

还有很多美好的事物

在等着我们去发掘

我们也需感恩

感谢我们的诞生

感谢出现在生命中的每一个人

感谢我们所拥有的

但还是希望

总有一天

会重拾微笑

那发自内心的微笑。

An assignment on FRIENDSHIP. Dedicate to all my friends♥

A Simple Thank-You, My Friend

by warmhrt

Into the dim lit, bare walls of my world,

You entered, bringing light and life to me,

The vivid colors, painted with a swirl

Of wit and charm, of personality,

With tender care, you added comfort, warmth,

And images that line the now bright walls.

I look upon them fondly, bringing forth

A thankfulness that you walk in these halls

With me; our friendship has become a part

Of my world now; it has its special place,

Within my being, life, and in my heart,

Your name hangs right beside your smiling face.

Rememb'ring just how drab these walls had been,

I have to thank you for the light, my friend.

___________________________________________________

There are many passerby walk in and out of our lives but how many of them leave footprints in our hearts? People may define "friend" in different ways. For me, they are precious people in my life who share tears and laughter with me; they are people who we are familiar with and do not feel awkward even we sit side by side for the whole day without uttering a single word. Friends bring joy and light up my daily life. Even when I am sad, there are shoulders for me to cry on. Although we might have met some people who we thought are friends at the first place but we knew we were wrong afterward. Still, they taught us precious lessons and left unforgettable memory behind. Sometimes, real friends do not mean to be together everyday but there are spaces for their smiling faces deep in our heart. "A friend in need is a friend indeed", I am glad that when I face obstacles and difficulties, friends give me strength and courage to move forward. Friendship could not be measured either by time or money. As long as we have faith in our friendship, it may last forever. Sincerely, I am grateful to meet all great friends in my life who rejoice at my success or guide me through the dark alley when I lost in a maze. Lastly, to all my friends, thanks for being part of my life. I truly appreciate your toleration on my weakness and negative attitude. Thanks for listening to my whine all the time.

♥ Weekend

Had a great weekend with my friends.

I were about to post an entry yesterday but too bad can’t online for whole day. Stupid Uspot, lame.

Well, after the test on Friday, we went to Kajang for dinner. 21^st Century is situated on a hill, the food there is so nice and cheap- we ordered Mix Grill Cheese Steamboat, fresh oysters and lamb chop. It’s so serene and windy + I love the night view~

Then, the next morning, 4am out of the bed, rise and ‘shine’, off to Broga Hill with my coursemates. SO SO SO windy there, I was so worried of my roomie, seemed gonna blew off by the wind, LOL. Then we had our breakfast in Sri Serdang, DIM SUM. And we went to Beryl’s. I bought my favourite dark choc and mint dark choc. So happy as it was the first time for so many of us to went out together for such a nice outing.

After that, spent my day at One Utama. Just bought a tee from Forever 21. I bet I won’t go there anymore after 21, just like I won’t read Seventeen magazine after my 17. LOLLLL.. I should praise myself for being so brave to have my haircut (from LONG to SHORT). It costs around rm65 for a haircut in other saloons, the shop I went- Infinity is around RM45 for senior cut. It’s quite expensive for me actually but since I seldom cut my hair outside, I gave it a try (my mom used to cut my hair, she was a hairstylist). I told her, I don’t want my hair to be too short, but she insisted shorter would be nice. So she tried her best to make it looks long at the side. LOL

Sunday. Actually I planned to rest and do my assignments. BUT… but… whole day can’t online, STUPIAKKKKK… making me so bored, I watched Hannah Montana with my lappy. Okay, I admit I am so so so OUTDATED, I just watched Hannah Montana YESTERDAY but it’s a nice and meaningful movie. I love the part when she was singing with her dad, the butterfly-fly-away song, *tears fillin*. I miss my dad and mommy. I miss home ;(

"You tuck me in, turned out the light

Kept me safe and sound at night

Little girls depend on things like that

Brushed my teeth and combed my hair

Had to drive me everywhere

You were always there when I looked back

You had to do it all alone

Make a living, make a home

Must have been as hard as it could be

But when I couldn't sleep at night

Scared things wouldn't turn out right

You would hold my hand and sing to me

Caterpillar in the tree

How you wonder who you'll be

can't go far but you can always dream

Wish you may and wish you might

don't you worry, hold on tight

I promise you there will come a day

Butterfly fly away

Butterfly fly away (Butterfly fly away)

Got your wings, now you can't stay

Take those dreams and make them all come true

Butterfly fly away (Butterfly fly away)

you've been waiting for this day

All along and know just what to do"

Then msg came *v* my friend said wanna go have dinner outside. WOW. Cure my boredom and emo. We went to The Mines for dinner and watched Tooth Fairy. So FUNNY, laughed my head off, OMG, I like the fairy’s attire and all the little tools. LOL.

A long post about my weekend. Mourn for my saving account, my money bid farewell to me, quivering their wings =.=

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

这次考试

完全没有心情读书

也不能专心

连夜车也开不了

漏油了 Zzzzz....

无端端

搞砸了Heallth and Behavior

拿到至今为止最烂的分数

而且只是MCQ

天啊~~~

我在干嘛？？？

可能是考试时间表挤太满了？SAQ Essay 导致压力？新年快到了？太怠慢了？

总之啊~

烂

也只能怪自己……

不过

烦人的考试

总算结束了。

好期待农历新年的来临

好久没回家了 >.<

好想去剪头发

但不知什么发型适合自己 (短/长? 刘海? )

别理那么多了~

一连串的节目和计划在等待着我们

朋友们！！！一起狂欢吧！！！