Hi 2015!

In a blink of eyes, which I literally mean it, 2014 has come to an end. 2014 was not a good year, at least for all Malaysians. Tragedies happened after tragedies here in Malaysia and around the world, plane went missing or crashed, flash flood, land slide, economic recession, ISIS, terrorism, wars, and many more. It was indeed heart-stricken when receiving these news. For the first time when I read all the news of the missing plane, tears rolled down from my eyes, especially when I read the letter from the pilot's daughter.  Yes, we may not be affected by it, we still continue our routines, chill out with our friends and enjoy our life. But for once if we slow down our pace and think, what if we are one of those who got affected? What would it be? I wish I can do something for them. Hence, for the very first time, I wish, I can turn the clock back to the old times, reversed all the bad things that have struck us. I also wish I can wave 2014 good bye as soon as possible to embrace the brand new good year, which I hope it would be one.

I guess 2014 was an average year for me. Everything was in an extremely fast pace in 2014. I held tight to my own principles, and not to go against my own wills, no matter it is regarding my studies, or to the people that I have encountered. Try not to be a hater, learn something good from everyone in order to improve myself. Treat people whole-heartedly and sincerely. Respect is to be earned if you want it. Have been seeing all kinds of dramas in the past few years. Things slowly get better recently. Still the same thought, the more you share, the more you learn. No point in reaching your goal by stepping on others with egocentricity, because at the end of the day things will prove you wrong when you feel the emptiness in yourself #if you know what this means. It's just like people always ask me why would you study medicine, after all you have had your first degree. Believe me or not, I wanted to do so with no other reasons, except that I want to do something meaningful for the rest of my life instead of chasing some monthly targets monetarily which I'm not pretty fond of doing so at this point of my life. It's definitely not something related to being a doctor is more successful than others, or to prove than I'm better. Since every occupation has its own strength and limitations, so ultimately interest is still the most important consideration. Yes, sometimes I may regret with my own choice by blaming my limited memory space and lacked of patience or discipline, but it's just a temporary self denial state. Lol. 

Anyway I got to travel to few places with my family and friends, and I truly hope that I can do that more often, to spend more quality time with my loved ones. Putting aside my over-think-negative-mind, I am blessed to be where I be today. Slowly, I checked off the boxes of my wish-list. This year, 2015, I wish more and more good news will come. Time to step out from my comfort zone to reach where I want to be in the future. 

So, 2015, please be good to me, and to everyone around me.

My short hair

I always prefer short hair rather than long hair.. I'm the lazy type who hates to have long long hair which requires more works in washing and drying it.. lol and I rather hate the feeling during a hot sunny day, long hair makes me feel extremely uncomfortable. This may be due to my forever dolly hair during my primary and secondary school. I used to have medium dolly hair all the time and my mom was the one cut my hair. 

These are several short hair-style that I like! I think they look prettier with short hair. Don't you think so?

Emma Watson. She looked really confident and smart with this hairstyle!

Tavia Yeung. I love this, rather than her long hair :) in face, many girls like to imitate her hairstyle now!

Keira Knightley. Love this bob hairstyle on her :)

Lenna Lim. I truly think this suits her more since she's very thin..long hair like very heavy lol 

Every time after I cut my hair, I would receive lotsa comments from friends. Most of the girls would say I look younger with short hair, short hair suits me etc Conversely, all the guys would say I look better with long hair, it's such a waste to cut my hair. So the conclusion is guys definitely like girls with long hair lol Even the hairstylist would ask twice like "You really wanna cut your hair? You won't feel sad?" My reply would be the same every time, "Anyway my hair will grow." cold-hearted huh haha.. I'm not the girly girl who will cry over short hair, if it's not pretty...whatever.. 

Another thing of my laziness is I'm not the girl who likes to wear "thick" make-up on the face.. for me, I feel extremely lazy to remove the make-up, and I think it's not good for skin. It's rather fake too.. like if I didn't wear make up, the people around me won't recognize me or I might scare them at night like vampire. So eyeliner and concealer will do. But I love to see how other girls doll up themselves :) like Cheesie, Xiaxue, Audrey etc I think they're really cute, look like Japanese! :)) Who don't like to see cute and pretty girls anyway? Such eye-candy (~.~)

So how about you all? You like short, medium or long hair? :P I'm very interested to know especially from the girls. guys no need laaaa, I know you all prefer long hairrrrr lol

久违的心声篇

论文实验接近尾声

最近都好忙 逃了好几堂课

整天呆在实验室

之前每天对着老鼠

现在却要处理它们的肝脏

一开始我也不知自己敢不敢动老鼠

但冲动之下选了这个题目

就别无他法

只能勇往直前

幸好有朋友和我共同养老鼠

能互相关照

由于很少营养学的学生用白老鼠做实验

大家每次听到我们的实验

不是露出恶心的表情

就是怜悯可怜的老鼠

老鼠固然可怜

但若不是它们的牺牲

就没有今日发达的医学

殊不知人类牺牲了多少白老鼠

才救回许多病人的生命

当然我是指其他的实验

我本身的实验倒是没那么有价值

和我一起共事的phD学生

很多时候也很乱来

还得我们一个头两个大（正确点是我们一共两个头，四个大）

久违的心声篇

只能说最近很忙

做事也很粗心

时常需要朋友的提点

毫无干劲

或许就快毕业了

毕业日子将近

失落感越大

和当初进大学的期望

差异甚大

只能说

自己浑浑噩噩

过些毫无意义的日子

相比之下

中学学的知识更多

日子过得更充实

=.="

开始语无伦次了

必须停止废话 

是时候做assignment咯

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CNY what's my say

It's Chinese New Year yet I feel so bored to stay in KL. I no longer yearn to get angpow, feel excited to tear it and look how much money I get and no longer look forward Chinese New Year's holidays. Haha I guess this is the effect of growing up lol Last time, I went to visit my great-grandma in Klang but I have not been there for many years after she passed away. I cherished the moment to be with my grandpa, to listen to his funny stories with silly gestures and boast about the time when he was a police sargeant. Time passes, things change, and people do change as well.

Anyway, forget about the sad things. This festive season is a great time for family reunion especially meeting my bro and sis. Since our relatives are quite few (my mom has an unmarried bro, my dad has a sis), we enjoy playing ourselves haha like mahjong and poker LOL

The only day that keeps me busy is on 2nd day of Chinese New Year when all the grandaunts and granduncles visit my grandma's house. Every year I'll feel shy at this moment since I don't have topics to chat with them yet I need to be in living room as a good and polite young lady LOL Sometimes they'll ask me couple of questions haha So here are the typical questions to be asked by uncles and aunties! haha XD

#1 Studying or working?
Studying....

this leads to study at where? which uni? what course?
Hmm.. in Serdang.. UPM.. Nutrition

#2 *Paused* Ohh nutrition not bad.... why don't you study medic or dentistry?
Not interested.. and dentistry is kinda boring.

But they EARN a lot..

#3 So.... what should I eat if have GOUT/ wanna LOSE WEIGHT/ ETC.....??
Hmm.. *pretend to be professional although that's more on the job scope of dietitian* Ahhh don't eat this and that and that bla bla bla..

#4 (In order to avoid the topic of nutrition) Ahh got boyfriend?
No..

This leads to...
Impossible lah.. sure got in school one.. no meh?

No wo.. my course mostly girls lah HAHAHAhahahahaaaaa *awkward*

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Sure you picky lo..
Hahahahahaha *awkward max again*

So...I'll play my cellphone or do something else to avoid the awkward moment.

And this ends the second day of Chinese New Year and I'll be forever boring again until I back to Kulim, Kedah! I moved to Penang when I was small until Standard 5, so I've lost contact with most of my friends there. Therefore, most of my best friends are in Kedah! That's the time I look forward the most! :D So I gonna back tomorrow yeah! Wanna see them very much :)

Haha just a random post or rant since I'm so free and boring now.. LOL so again I wish all of you happy Chinese New Year and have a prosperous and lucky dragon year :)

    

New chapter

Today is 01.01.2012, I believe this will be a great and fruitful year for me as another stage of my life is approaching :) Speaking of new year's resolution, I think the follow quote from New Year's Eve is best described what I gonna do.

"Getting another chance. A chance to forgive, to do better, to do more, to give more, to love more. And stop worrying about 'what if' and start embracing what would be. Be nice to each other, kind to each other. And not just tonight but all year long." 

PLUS I want

SERENDIPITY

Lol wish everyone best of luck in 2012 :D

Farewell 2011 Embrace 2012

I'm definitely a lazy bum! My blog is in hibernation mode for many days since I'm darn busy this few weeks. Anyway thinking a lot of things lately like planning what to do after graduation, YES I'm gonna graduate next year around May-June! Time flies, every moment in UPM is awesome LOL but the only disappointment is I think what I have learnt is not much relevant to Nutrition. Wasted all my study time there :/

Anyway why this post is on? Of course I gonna flash back what have happened in 2011 :) 2011 is another ordinary year for me but a little changes occurred if compared to previous years. And guess what I always been thinking this might be last year of celebrating all the events with my dearest friends in UPM as next year we might be apart to pursue what we choose after graduation :) So let's start all the wonderful things encountered in 2011 on this last day of the year!

#1 Of course the most fruitful event of this year is the internship in ISN. It was the most awesome moment ever as I've learnt many things ranging from nutritional knowledge includes supplements, anthropometric measurement, nitritional advice and education, to become a stalker of muscular sportsmen LOL I also made a bunch of new friends from there too! Guess what was the comment from my supervisor, I'm hardworking haha but too quiet!! She encouraged me to speak more, ask for their help and socialize, in order to gain more knowledge and opportunities.  I always know I have this problem, haha I feel shy to talk unless I'm really familiar with them! :P I truly cherished the moment there, had so much fun working there because they're not only working, but will go makan-makan and jalan-jalan together! :))

Sukan Malaysia (Previously known as SUKMA) 2011 :)

Visit the park with Ms. Chai and Dr. Liz

Acting before dinner lol

#2 Next is my part time work in International Furniture Market. Too bad I didn't take photos there! This is the first time I've been working like so "in-depth" lol Actually it was an exhibition of furniture company located in MAEPS, Serdang. First 2 days I was in the operation team, looked after the whole hall because the construction was carried out there to construct the wooden floor and the booth. It was a whole new experience since I never witness the whole process of construction for an exhibition. I can see how they carry all the woods, more correctly is the materials looked so "MISERY" but they can make it into a grand and awesome booth! I was like a contractor haha wore mask since the environment was dusty and dirty, and had a walkie-talkie, ordered the workers to wear pass and directed them here and there! LOL Then when the site was ready for exhibition, I turned into a receptionist at information counter haha. Although the job was really tough especially in operation team because many conflicts occurred between the contractor and organizer, and we were the ones always got scolded by both sides. But in turn, I've learnt a lot of new things :) like how to deal with people and look into the reality of working.

Manage to steal one pic from others *winks*

#3 And it didn't stop here! Next one is.... *ta da* I finally enroll in Japanese language course! I'm interested to learn this long time ago but didn't manage to register due to my timetable. Japanese language is interesting and fun! Now I can understand the drama and anime (a bit la, still need to rely the subtitles) and can act half Japanese hahaha who knows I'll further study in Japan and make full use of what I've learnt :P

First time wearing Yukata *excited*

#4 Also, in this year, I've attended NSM Scientific Conference which is an important event for all the nutritionist in Malaysia to share the updated scientific evidences and studies (although I spent most of the time eating and sleeping there). Next year will be my batch to present but this conference is focus more on community health, while my study is on nutritional science. Anyway I'll be there to support my coursemates haha it's always an intense "fight" between UPM and UKM lmao

 With Dr. Tee, the president of Nutrition Society Malaysia

Everywhere we go-oh~ we must take photo-oh~ 

#5 Malacca backpack trip with friends! I've decided to join at very last minute because I think Malacca is a boring place. But I was wrong! I had so much fun for this trip :) The food there are delicious!! I had the chance to taste mille crepe, Nyonya cuisine, Portuguese cuisine, fried oyster and cockles :) Also got to know the comfortable and extremely nice guest house- Tang's House to stay over. Thanks to my friends for planning this out so successfully.

#6 Attended the course night, this might be ordinary for all of you but not me! This is the last year of attending course night in UPM :)) Glad to know the cute juniors. They're awesome!

#7 Hennessy Artistry Party! Cool and fun. First time attended this kind of party :) enjoyed it very much lol

#8 Finally not to forget all the meaningful celebrations with my friends :))

CNY feast with coursemates!!

Course BBQ after stressful proposal presentation!

Winter solstice festival with housemates <3

 Christmas with my bestie!

That's all for my 2011 :) Now it's time to move on to the better year, let's embrace 2012 <3 !!

Encouragement from daddy :)

Today dad gave me a call and shared an article he read on this morning about our education system. Suddenly he spoke to me about life and future but seriously he seldom talked to me in this serious manner. He encouraged me to have a positive disposition to life and tried to change my future. Doesn't mean what I'm studying now must be my future career as we always have a chance to change it. 

"People doesn't give a damn on what you're studying but what you can handle during working. As long as you bear interest and commit it, you could have a bright future. Forget about the past and don't blame the government or society. I can see it obviously since you're small, you're gifted so don't waste your talent. I feel sad when you said what you're studying now is useless and I blame myself because I can't afford to give you a better education. I never speak to you like this but actually I'm not stupid. I can see it. Do you really wanna be a nutritionist? You must know what you want. Once you figure it out and strive towards it, you would be excellent. Life is too short, just pursue what you like after graduating next year." 

Although it might be a random conversation between a father and daughter, but I seriously feel every word that he spoke to me. He's the only one in the world who knows me well. My biggest weakness is lack of determination and target. That's why he wants me to think what I want. Do I really wanna become a nutritionist? Since my early age, I'm good in many things but I don't really excel any of it. I never try to step out from my comfort zone. I've been thinking to be a lawyer/ fashion designer/ child medical specialist/ psychology and etc. My mind's a complete blank when applied for JPA after SPM and ended up I filled in the column with "pure science". Again I was wondering what I wanna study after STPM and ended up with nutrition. 

Anyway what I wanna focus now is my future. As the chinese saying goes, "how many 10 years do we really have in our life?" I should seize every precious moment in my life rather than stepping on the initial place and look at the past without proceeding to the next stop. I'm still in my learning process to improve myself and I'm sure it's never too late to mend. But at the moment now, I still want to continue with nutrition and pursue master/phD in overseas :) I feel grateful to have my family and home is forever the best shelter for me. I really appreciate the encouragement from my parents and sisters. Anyway this is life isn't it? Challenges are part and parcel of it. Just do whatever I feel right and live life to the fullest with a bright smile :D

I believe

Rainbow's waterfall (2010) @Sg. Lembing : After hours of journey and hiking, we reached the top of the hill and we saw it. Rainbows on the waterfall :) As in life, put a smile on your face whenever hardship occurs because a rainbow is waiting for you at the end.

Don't ruminate on the past and wallow in self pity. As long as you have faith in yourself, your dream will make its way to a brighter tomorrow. Sometimes you might trip and go down with a bump, but please do get up with a big wide smile on your face :) All these little pieces of memories give you strength as who you are today.

不要缅怀过去并沉浸在悲痛中。只要相信自己，梦想会开辟更美好的明天。或许你会跌倒于沿途中，但请微笑着爬起来 :) 因为这些零碎的经历将给你力量并造就今天的你。

Charm bracelet

Thought of getting myself a charm bracelet recently. I'm fancy of the pretty accessories and after watching Monte Carlo, this idea even engraved in my heart when I saw the girl bought a charm of Paris Eiffel Tower. Every charm speaks a different story, don't you think so?

When I browsed through the net, very fast I realized that Thomas Sabo is famous for that but it's way too expensive for me lol. So I came across this very nice online store which sell customized charm bracelet. When I went through the charms one by one, something caught my eyes. It's a cute little bird cave. Believe this? It reminded me of my charm bracelet. I reminisce my childhood moment. The cute bracelet I used to wear for a long time without taking it off my wrist. I actually got a charm bracelet when I was small, around 6 years old! A broken and flattened bird nest came into my mind, vividly. It was misshaped because I bite it every night. I don't understand why I did so, maybe my gums were itchy? hmm.. There was a slipper charm too and I really forgot about the rest on the bracelet.

Since I was small, I'm well pampered by my dad. Although I'm not from a kinda well off family, but my dad always tries his best to get whatever I want. Of course I wouldn't be so greedy and ask for something beyond his ability. And every time he bought me something, mom would scold him for spoiling me too much. Of course this doesn't occur now because I rarely ask him to buy stuffs for me anymore.

And I remember the Garfield backpack that he bought from Pulau Tikus, Penang when I was around Standard 2. I pulled him into the shop and chose it! Actually I was first attracted by a Tweety Bird knapsack which cost around RM90! So my dad asked me to choose another one lol and that red backpack with a big Garfield face finally won! Its price was around RM39.90. During that time, this price was kinda expensive since the backpack was not really a necessity.

**Omg cant believe that I could find the photo in internet! It's exactly the same but mine is in red colour :D Someone is selling this second hand on RM18. Can't believe why they could keep it so well and unlike me! Of course mine was worn out and gone.

I believe most of the girls have this experience. Lol Daddy loves and spoils daughters :D The precious memory and all the scenes of pulling-daddy-to-buy-something-for-little-me are the treasure that couldn't be effaced from my heart :) So now I'm a big girl, it's time to pull my dad into a shop and buy something for him ♥

久违的废话篇

我觉得我很奇怪~怎么说呢？

当一堆工作排山倒海迎面而来时，我虽拼命工作但不忘发牢骚，埋怨工作压力而无法生产高品质成品；当工作少时，我却提不起劲去动它，搞到截止日期到了才埋头苦干。

就如考试般，我每每等到考试前几天才有心情读书，虽然成绩过得去，但总会埋怨自己平时不努力而一直让成绩处于美中不足的形态。

该怎么说呢？我就是这样，总不会逼自己做自己不喜欢的事，也不喜欢让自己压力。小时候喜欢阅读，也会乖乖做功课，但那完全出自于自己喜好。父母不常给我压力，也不会督促我读书。我从来不会为了要考获佳绩而逼自己读书，而且也很少补习。因为我讨厌压力，而我也从来不觉得这是个问题。

第一次发现问题存在，是在我中六的时候。那时候课业繁重，课程也很难。我不再对书上的知识有兴趣，也开始讨厌读书，就这样在半放弃的状态下度过了中六。这也写下了我学习生涯最不堪回首的一页（有小小夸张 :P)。

而且，我的运气总是差那一写写。总会经过一番努力后，因一些很无聊或很欠打的科目或事情把我的目标搞砸。

这时候，我开始思考这个问题。发现到成功之道在于毅力和努力，而且要有明确的目标。只要自己有坚定的立场和目标，成功必然不远。运气不好，就是视上天的考验，并往好的方面想。

例子1：

努力读书考好SPM（努力读好中文和1119英文），拿了12个科目，却因为无聊的科目(EST和 MORAL) 考到 A-，而和JPA擦肩而过，让出国留学的梦想粉碎。申请Matriks、Petronas和政府的一堆东西，什么都拿不到。

安慰自己：

呵呵，反正很多人比我厉害也没拿到JPA，没什么大不了，又不是世界末日！最多嘛读STPM咯~政府不帮我，我嘛投火箭咯～

例子2：

被抽中NS（这不是个问题），上网查自己拿到哪个camp时，臭哥哥一直在旁边高喊Baling！Baling！按进去时真的是Baling。

（Baling 可堪称是全吉打，甚至是全马最严的camp，教练喜欢以各种理由与“酷刑”惩罚学生，而且每晚睡前听 taklimat,女生都得穿baju kurung，男生得穿formal和打领带，有够变态！）

安慰自己：

以为每个人可以尝试到正宗当兵的感觉咩？这是个磨练、磨练～没什么大不了！最多嘛安分守己咯！

例子3：

MUET考试拿到Band 4, 而且是219, 差一分就拿到Band 5。

安慰自己：

哎呀，我的英语也没那么好啦！与其当个烂Band 5, 不如在Band 4 中当个好汉！

例子4:

某个学期，我连很难的科目都考得不俗，希望拿到4.0, 但进到一个老师很烂的Band 3和Band 4英语班。我们拿的是oral interaction, 那本英文书的程度容易到好像小学（可能一点中学）那样，全大学的同学都说这科很容易score。偏偏遇到一个part time的拽老师，每次给assignment的分数很低， 还诬蔑我组的assignment是上网抄的！屁！那是我们辛辛苦苦写出来的！我们和她当面对质，她说她教过很多学生，知道我们(Band 3 Band 4) 的水准不可能那么高到好像master phD那样　（这句话很搞笑！）！还不肯还我们assignment让我们看错误在哪里。我还气到email 投诉信到Fakulti Bahasa Moden dan Komunikasi的 Coordinator，但得不到回复。就这样，那个学期，我唯独这科拿不到A。虽然对我来说，成绩不算什么，也不能代表实力，尽力了就好，但我就是不甘心这样被对待！

安慰自己：

那种人会有报应的 >< 之后真的没看到她在UPM出现过。

例子5:

上大学时申请不到JPA。人人都说那个很容易申请，而且是抽的。

安慰自己：

我不想和政府打工，所以也没上诉。(可能JPA已blacklist我 :P)

例子6:

每年新年和哥哥妹妹玩牌打麻将，一定会输。甚至运气差到每局的牌都是烂到连妈妈都摇头那种。有次爸爸偷偷拉我到一旁，告诉我：“你和爸爸一样很聪明，但聪明人运气都很差。”　之后他塞了钱给我，叫我去和哥哥妹妹继续玩，不要扫兴。不知我应该哭还是笑～呵呵。

安慰自己：

逢赌必输教会我不赌博，不赌就是赢家嘛！

好啦，讲了一堆无聊的例子。可能这些例子让别人觉得我欠打～还是那句，视失败为磨练，不气馁并再接再厉！还有很多例子但我都忘了~这些也不算挫折，只是人生小小的经历。每当不开心时，我总会想到我的家人。呵呵~

我有很好的家人，很伟大的父母。父亲是个happy go lucky的人，他很聪明且时常天马行空，但缺乏毅力而时常半途而废，呵呵！但他从来不会阻止我做任何事，秉持着“放孩子勇敢去闯，让他们学习和变creative”的精神。小时后，他常常带我们旅行、看戏、野餐等，还讲笑话和故事给我们听，教我们折纸和画画。母亲却相反，她是个很努力和有毅力的人，想做的事一定会做到。而且母亲比较严厉，对我们管教甚严。那时候我们最爱爸爸，常常叫他保护我们，尤其是妈妈拿着藤条的时候 :) 妈妈是个家庭主妇，把家打理得井井有条，我很想念她煮的菜哦！

虽然上了大学我还是很懒惰 >< 但我立定了目标。虽然于实习期间曾动摇过，但我相信如果目标实现了，就算不是最好的选择，至少我不会后悔。老土一句，人因梦想而伟大嘛！

说了那么多废话，是时候停止了 :P

::Busy yet happy life::

Overload with tonnes of assignments, journal searching and presentation. Still not yet update my post on Malaysian Open Swimming Championship and Malacca :(

Procrastination is always my biggest weakness :'(

时间不停流逝

我一定要

加油！

做到最好<3

HAPPY CNY!!!

Celebrating CNY in my grandparents' house in Taman Maluri, KL! One good thing for every cny is: No traffic jam for me! Why? LOL Because my hometown is in KL and I'm staying in Kulim, Kedah. So my whole family will travel to south from north every year, the very jammed road will always be the adjacent route muahaha~

When I was small and went to KL during CNY, the first building that came into my eyesight was KLCC Twin Tower. I still remember how excited we were and how we yelled when seeing the skyscraper which indicates that we gonna reach grandparents' house. Now, the view is blocked by the high cost condominiums in Mont Kiara.

Sound sad huh? Haha~

Anyway,

it's a cute bunny year ^^

Wish my family and friends a prosperous and super lucky bunny year !

Cheers~

Beginner

あ a, か ka, さ sa, た ta, な na, は ha, ま ma, や ya, ら ra, わ wa, が ga, ざ za

My brain is bombarded by 46 hiragana now (T.T) but my brain storage is extremely small and stuffed by too many useless thgs. I know Japanese class is fun but the sensei is really dull and her facial expression is like never change for all the time. She never explains the meaning of Japanese words to us and expect us to know all things that we first encounter. Her pace is too fast but so sorry m a tortoise and can't catch up. Can you imagine how a sensei finished up almost half a book in less than 2 hrs? And Japanese words are not creative enough because they can use the same hiragana but just adding " or dot and claim it to be another word, even make the word smaller in size for different usage. I start thinking when I first learned Chinese and what on earth I could major it since it's damn difficult.

Okay ignore my old nanny nagging bla because I still like Japanese language and think the pronunciation is cute.

So, off to study and memorize hiragana NOW. Word of the day: Ringo (apple) :))

Time to rampas the MERIT.

After the continuous tests, here cum an end of it.. Busy with loads of assignments.. Study for tests... Traditional dance... and of course chilling time with besties... lazy to take pic and update my blog so my blog is officially half dead now. LOL.

So.... first i wanna say is... Im studying in a local uni.. yeah.. lame local uni.. UPM.. and Im staying in hostel.. hav to attend all the boring activities held by college.. such as.. Secretariat meeting, sport day and many many boring and nothing special activities by them.. For what sake? To get enough merit to stay in hostel... To attend one meeting or bcm member, u will get 2 points.. 4 points for committee members and it depends on the post u r holding.. At the end of year, we have to accumulate 60++ points for college activities and others for university activities...

One stupid and idiot thing bout the lame activities is the time when we wanna get the merit at the end of meeting.. holy shit, i ever imagine this could happen in College 17.. The students all surround the people who is giving away the merit.. the merit is just a small sticker.. Some aggressive students even push people to get to the center.. stretch out the hands as if they are beggars... can u imagine.. all these are future doctors, dietitians, nutritionists and biomedical scientists... I just wonder.. Y those so call mighty MTM (majlis tertinggi mahasiswa) cant do stg on it? Perhaps make it more systematic in merit giving session? Shame on it.. even my frens complaint bout it.. like refugees who didn't eat for days..

Show some pics on it.. But it's unclear, captured by my hp.. miss out one pic while all ppl extend the hands to the ppl at middle when the merit is all given out =.=

心情记载

最近忽然找到以前写下的东西……

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总觉得时间过得很快，令人窒息。

刚刚才发生的事，眨眼变成回忆。

好像发了一场梦，梦醒即成泡影。

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上弦月，月色朦胧，下着细雨。我们赶到医院去，停止不了哭泣，只有满心的担忧。他是个好人，好心有好报，他一定没事。

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Feeling emo

Tomorrow morning my dad'll send me back to UPM (K17)... A new sem of hectic uni life gonna begin soon.. Feel happy cz' I can meet my friends in uni but at the same time sad to leave home. Every time before leaving, my dad will brin' us out for a nice dinner. My mom will tolerate me for everything I've done at home and cook all my favourite dishes until my sis complain bout it, lol. Feel lucky to have em' as my family. I always reminisce my childhood time, the time without worries and bein' so naive, the time when my parents were young and siblings were small. If life is like a book with numerous chapters, guess I'm reaching more than quarter of the pages. Hv to accept the truth to grow up rite? Everyone does.

Several hours after this, I gotta wake up, get prepared and say good bye to family and hometown. Sigh* Anyway, looking forward the new chapter of uni life, gonna meet my juniors. To my younger sis, wish u all the best in S'pore and I'm always proud of ur achievement.